"What. Was. I. Doing. Here?"
Who would go to a cinema to find a cute guy?(By herself) There will probably only be some old fart that would want to sit next to me. Just the idea freaked me out, I really didn’t think this through.
Well, I thought I did. I don't like clubs and never find anyone at the bar that I go to with my friends, so I thought maybe the cinema could work. Now you may wonder why I'm so desperate to find myself a guy.
In my whole 20 years of living I had only kissed one guy, my first ass-hole boyfriend. We had only been together for one month and then I broke it off. After that, both my sex and love life were non-existent. I think my first relation made me scared... to disappoint. Besides that all my friends are in steady relationships, some are even engaged. Basically, I'm jealous. I want to have a boyfriend, be engaged and be loved. I tried online dating, didn't work.
So I thought maybe the cinema could work... not. Well at least I could enjoy my favorite movie.
Oh, great. Now mister tall and taller are going to sit in front of me. I won’t even be able to see the movie now. My life sucks. I should have stayed home to study for that exam. I sat back with my arms crossed and angrily stared at the guys' heads. You know what? They are actually not that bad to look at. Maybe a gay couple? What are they talking about? I moved slightly closer to hear them better.
The taller one had put his arm around the shoulder of the other guy and was staring at him intently as if trying to convey a message. Gay couple. I thought. He wanted to make out. But then he started talking. “Alex, man. You really need to let me stay at your place. I can’t go anywhere else.”
"Dude don't get so close to me. You know how I feel about that."
The tallest guy grinned and moved even closer.
Shit, maybe they are going to make out after all. On one hand hot guys making out turns me on, but that then also freaks me out.
"Please?"
Should I just try to start a conversation? Make them stop?
“I told you, I. Don’t. Have. Space!”
“Please, even a closet is fine, as long as it is cheap.”
Should I do it? Yes, no, yes, no…
“You could stay in my closet.”
Both men turned and looked at me with strange faces. I could feel myself blush, deep red. There was a long silence…
Finally the taller guy spoke.
“OK, you’re cute enough.” “Don’t worry, I’m not your type.” I quickly shot back. “How nice, a girl that knows her boundaries. Problem solved. Know I can leave you in save hands, Ivan.” My future roommate’s friend pushed Ivan back, stood up and walked away. “See you later man!” “Wait Alex, the film didn’t even start yet!” “But now you can go sit with her!” “True.” He turned to me. “Hi, I’m Ivan.” He jumped over the seats and sat down in the one next to me. You're Maria, right?" "How do you know..." "Nice to finally meet you." He said and as he did he kissed me on the cheek. I stared at him as he now turned his attention to the movie. I couldn't help but blush. What had I gotten myself into?
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